Welcome to my Diary Log!
This is the SPAM. Here, I shall write in my public diary. Prepare for some D E E P, random, silly, grumpy thinking. Also may contain Memes, art doodles, random stories, and short updates. I should write here every Sunday. I live in Texas, USA... so on March 11th, 2018. I hope that makes sense. Feel free to comment, follow, or create your own diary forum! I wont get upsetti, only joyfull to see people more active in these forums.
[[I want to start role playing more. Also want to write a little bit more about my OC, Lain.jpg. You will learn more and more about her back story here. Feel free to message me here, talk to me in habbo, and add me as a friend oh Habbo.]]
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5.) Never ask for my social medias. I want to become friends before I can invite you into my social life. This diary is a good slice of how I act on social media. I will block you on everything if you leak my info. Bye~
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Tittle: What is this eerie feeling in my soul?
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READ THIS WITH CAUTION. You have been warned! >:"C
STOP RIGHT THERE!!!! I CAN SEE YOU.
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I can feel it lurking, taking bits and pieces of me from time to time.
Am I falling in love? No, I don't spend enough time outside of these Hotel rooms t- to earn the freedom of such a human emotion.
That wouldn't explain why I when I close my eyes to sleep. . . I can feel small larvae swimming inside of my eyeballs, trying to eat their way out.
No, no, no. I must have not been eating enough. Oops~ I forgot. This filthy dog needs to eat. What a bother.
What ever this feeling is, I have a feeling that this is the start of something Magical! HA! HA! HA!
I want to learn how to sing, dance, and play the Harp :D
DO what makes you happy! NOT what others think is best for you.
I want to draw, knitt, and use a sewing machine to make my own clothing.
I want to start my own fruits and veggies garden, to one day feed my family.
I want to become a carpenter, and build the house that I live in.
There are so many great things to do in this life- . . .
I just need to solve all of my issues and plant my feet firmly on the ground.
These daydreams WILL be achieved some day. You need resources first, if you ever get the time to.
I have been through so much in such a small amount of time, so I decide to write.
Write my worries away! Go ahead and write them all away. Go ahead and try.
I'll look at my dairy one day and say: "You wasted your time."
"I have grown. I have made progress. I am the happiest I have been in a long time, and I will fight to keep it this way!!!"
Are you forgetting something Lain?
END.
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How did y'all like my "poemish-vlogish-ventish" WhatChaMaCallIt ??? Feel free to write your ideas, comments, anything really. Between my Diary status updates. It's more like a status update actually. I won't write in here everyday, because of school and work. I feel this is a great way to get into the Habbo Habbit of typing faster :D lol my bad I like to make r e a l l y lame puns. Eeek! It's 2 AM, I have to sleep for work tomorrow. Good night- Or ugh... Good morning? Ha ha ha!
Currently listening to a lot of Arctic Monkeys. Mostly their older stuff, which is really really good!
At this moment I'm listening to Idealism - Lonely on a random playlist on YouTube. On repeat and shuffle.
Here are a list of other artists, bands, and genres that i have been listening to a lot right now. Not in a specific order.
Yep. This is pretty much it. Have a wonderful night, and I hope to see y'all tomorrow!
[[I know I called this forum a Safe for Work Role Play Diary, but I'm starting to wish I had not. I want to try and get people to join in on the conversation. Make it a habit for them to check the forum, and read a lil. It's all good. I know this takes time, just gotta spead the word! ]]
Bold = Band or artist
Underlined = Genre
Keep in mind this is a role play vlog for my OC. Any concerns for my health, please private message me here on HabboUN<3com . If you dislike this serious rp, I completely understand and will move this to Tomblah. Please notify me first so that I can quickly copy and paste this to my drive Or screen shots to my personal email. I'll get around saving these RP Message Status Update Logs to my drive tomorrow. Thank you for understanding!
I'm so dumb I just realized that what I mean by SFW is that it's not sexual.
I forgot that graphic descriptions of past experiences will make this Roleplay [Vent] Status Updates. This is not me asking for help. I have a Psychiatrist, psychologist, medication, small hobbies, and IRL friends who know about my condition. I just want others to know that they are not alone when battleling against mental illnesses. If it's on Tumblr people will romantize it and ship characters with Lain's inner Demons.
My purpose is to make this a community become familiar with symptoms, get together, and discuss ways to get help. In the rp story, Lain will try to find help and feel hopeless at first. Then you will see her progress through therapy in her status updates, and see her grow and become free from the inner Demon.
This is still a story, so there will be conflictions and inner drama. This is a part of the problem growing out of control.
I wanted this RP to have various endings like, Good, bad, nuetral, Chaotic Bad, and Lawful Good endings. but I am more and more convinced this should be on another site. I'll see if I can talk about this at the Community Meet. I will create tags to warn the reader for every future post from now on.
I want everyones full Permission on this. My RP will get serious, and I was selfish not to tell people about it more.
I will completely understand with the outcome of moving my story else where.
This story is now moving to aDiscord Server, where the writters, artists, and Projects Leaders will help me with my Habbo/ Fan/ Self Help story~!
I want to thank the UN forums, UN Employees, and Habbo Hotel for giving me so many Ideas on my developement of Promixes! You may hear more from me someday from here, or the potential of a Fans Art forum that someone requested in the suggestions :D